Was I a Doormat?

You scrawled over me just like a mamoth , You punched on me over to disguise.

I was a girl,  married to you by my parents.
Then how did I bear a resemblance to your drudge.

Yes ,I was a turse , never did I express.
but how could you breathe such insensitive.

I was a Daughter , who turned your wife ,
and all I begged was your warmth to brace.
Couldn't your hands just cuddle over me,
why did they have to hammer?

I Adoured your presence,  till date I do.
Even if I selfabased living there.
My intent in life are your priorities .
Why was it reckless for you?

The hierarchy that lowered me down,  was the arena that you were compelling me to stay in.

That was me.

But not my Infant to be,
She is the grace that will turn into a Glorified, "Woman ".

In the Thick of

No Sooner in the Long day, i get hearfelt with the tenderness of being in Love and ecstatic by the touch i fondle.

Then ,
The night, i Crib over my Sorrows, encompassing by the pillows.
i Cry out within, being desolate to the reason of People Leaving.

All i wander is.

Why is there a thing like Eternal rest ?
Arent birthday's enough.
Why is there a Dark day.?
Grey is never the Colour i like.

Why is living "with "Simpler, and "without" Harder?

This Discord of Pain and Joy.
Makes me resent ,where all i Pace.

Mother

A person who makes sure to open her eyes before anyone does , in the morning.

Having a job or not does not affect her responsibilities.
She is malleable to any change or an understanding.

She doesnt fail to keep our stuffs the way it was, even after keeping it aligned.

Her faith towards us is too delicate and her hopes never refrain from desiring something .

Your time of Coming home is her minute satisfaction for the day.
Give her your little time. It will make her day.

Rest recommended to her wont ever be accepted, and she will keep working,

All You Can Do Is.
Render a Smile , it wont cost.

An Optimistic Appeal

Your Every Morning, Today is a Jogging Snap.
Instead ,
Put a Earplug attached with ipods, and let your eyes feel the morning Dues.

Eat your Breakfast with hands so that,  there's No point of holding the phone. And next to the Coffee mug the Newspaper is more preferable.

Your look for the Day and the Sunkissed Picture is all Appreciated .
But
It would have been better if you would have called and let Your Friends know that you were Ready.

Your Laptop luminates you up with a Nerdy Snap. Where your workplace seems a bit too cool but alot Workoholic.
Rather ,
Showing that Tiresome feel to the colleague next to you,  would give you a Connect .

There comes the ordered Biryani lunch, which cannot refrain from being socialized.
So the Insta Story Loads.
But Here,  you could have Opened the Box in front of all and witness the actual happy faces that subsided each others hunger.

The "Half Day " Click you take is where you potray being satisfied.
Rather, at that time you could have left a Smiling face to your boss.

And the early home visit  where You plan to Cook.
The Willingness of your cooking is shown up in a picture of the vegetables aligned beautifully.
Which in real is a Food Packet satisfying your hunger.
Rather
Here,  You Could have searched for an Online Recipe.

No sooner the WebSeries are captured then.
You could
Spend  a couple of minutes talking home and then Continue.
And that one call from your loved one will give you a satisfying sleep which will  even make you forget a Night Snap.

A Wiser Sloth

Hello Lazy Day!
lets be friends for a day?
I didnt want you but i have landed here now.
I know i just realized you today,
but honestly i had many commitments for the past days.
Please, let this day of mine pass through.
Your thought really makes me worry of my future.
Every little minute of today makes me think where do i stand.
I Know ,
"Boredom "is your faviorite buddy and so he will rule over me today.
I always render it a satisfying smile potraying all to be well,
But i know whats the truth.
As i am even ashamed of being bored .

And So i ask you.
What do you do All long day?
Can you help me with any of your idea just for a day ?
Dont ask me to think about myself,  it makes me go so deep.

"Its Simple" i get to hear

Just as another day it starts with the sun but not with You.
The regular You is giving You a rest.
Today you will get to know , Who you are without Anything or Anyone.
You will realize what things have Grown you up.
what is keeping You run in your struggle till date.
Not all the days are exciting, worriful, lovely , anxious or bad .

There is a day which is unamed but is framed with an adjective like boredom .

It is a Lazy Day.

This Day makes you relax and gives you happiness while making you remember how beautifully and strongly you passed your other days.

The lazy day doesnt let your mind stop working.
But the other days for Once keeps you in any of its expression like Anxiety, Excitement, Love ,Anger ,Hatred or Nervousness, which rule over your mind and control the other thoughts.

Dont be ashamed of even one day, learn whatever you can from all of them. Its a part of you.

A Tumble to Yourself

You Desire
You take a step
You move
You strive
for a support
a hand
every morning and every night
This is what roams around your head.
whats that?
a belonging  that you need
a love that you long for
and a life you dream of
what could you name that
family?
friend ?
love?
Its something you need all the time .Its a feeling that cannot be put into words. Neither can it change nor can it be stopped .
But,
This is "your" imaginary world.Your made happiness and your temporary satisfaction.

Grow up , and work for your own. Think for yourself because everyone has to stand for oneself one-day. Because , not all days will be the same.

Make a life you deserve. 
Dont accept whats going on, rather try and add your excellence to it . Manage both the sides that you need and not one.The "love and work "together will make you earn something.

Tommorow, think for yourself and open your eyes to the reality that shows all the desires that you actually long for.

If you can stay strong in keeping relations , your strength cannot fail you in working for yourself.
Donot live with the fear of loosing your loved ones in this journey of yours.
This will be a journey of only you, and just for you.
And i swear you will achieve all in one. which will make you happier then just living and passing your life.

Dont worry.
The love that you dreamt will be yours, But this time the reality will fall in love with the imaginary world you are living in , which is created by only you.

A Wallflowers Glory

Are you an amazing person when you are alone,  Or the one you are with people around?
You live is, 
Where things roll and people walk together, is a place you find abrupt or a difficult coming.
Where you see things and not express the way you wanted it to ,rather you choose to stay quiet .

You hear alot and learn it on your own . You are the well wisher of your own journey. And with which you even find is a leader in you.

But your only weakness leads you to cover yourself with the eyes that is dominant on you .
I know you do talk with yourself all alone but its just a step more that adds a glory, is the way to "Express".
Don't dream but wish for an Action. That is your first goal.

You have an image of people to be many and you be one . But you need Not  change others Rather make yourself Strong.
Working on yourself is never a work.
You have a lot more to tell  to all the  extroverts i know.

The way you have heard and learnt the things, its your time to speak up.
Slow and hardwork is your job.
Catch up your success , as soon as you can
you live a lot with yourself .You know what you want.
Remain an "Introvert with a winner" .You'll get your satisfation with a glory.
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